Recently, I was in a depressive mood, though I told myself I wasn’t thinking of all happening & was fine. I just was!. It persisted for a long while & you know all I could think of basically was all the things I planned for the year going down unachieved… Lol. It was a battle for me, cos I had a clear view of what I wanted for the year & believed God wanted same for me. I was settled in me that it was going to work still. Not until months passed by & I realised no matter how hard I tried, I just ended up with no means to go about it.. Funny as it seems but it was serious for me then. And gradually I went all quiet, lost all interest in communication, all I was interested in was having a question and answer time with God..lol.. I wanted it so much it got to me & I couldn’t help it.
Yeah, after a while, I was up with this olowogbogboro program & all I told God was the grace to let go and let His will for me prevail and some other prayer points too. Yeah, as the program went on and on, days passed. I started having this peace in me. I could remember telling my sister that “I’m so not asking God anything again”. I just want to praise Him. 😁. But really I meant it. It wasn’t like the thinking mode didn’t come by after I said that – in fact, couple of days after it came flooding in. I had to switch in for praises & a time out with my father o..😍. It was needed cos I can’t allow myself to switch into such repressive mood any longer. It was something I hated & never wanted to see me in it again.
Yes, to cut the long story short. My healing came forth & part of my testimony for the praise season or month, was me thanking God more & seeing His wonders in it all. I might not have all I want as I would have wanted.. Lol. But I have Him & He is all I need always.
And also, after I started appreciating Him more, testimonies have been trooping in, not just from my family & I but also lives around me. It’s a blessing I must say. Really, I have learnt to tell Him all & trust Him even when my plans has to be shattered for His best to come to be. It really takes letting go to letting in!.
Please let go today & let Him!. You would be amazed how much blessing letting Him in can be. You won’t be disappointed cos He is amazing – indescribable!
I’m ever blessed to have a friend like Him. My bestie that I can cry to & He would shoulder my tears and give me comfort. I do not need to hold back my tears, pains, hurts & weakness from Him. He knows all about it & He is ready to help out. He is not a single cm away. He is closer than I can ever think of.
#really He is amazing.. *feeling blessed right now*
And to you reading this👆😘, if you haven’t met with Christ you need to. He is the best “whole” to living. I didn’t use ” best part” cos He is not a part, He is the crux of our being!. Allow Christ in & be at peace.
I love you but He does so much more. HE LOVES YOU!💖